Turning to My Last Teen-age

4th of October and I'll be turning 19.

Well, it'll just another day of a year aging. Nothing matter much. Age is just a figure i guess.

At least i know i get to celebrate my last birthday with you and it was one of the best for it was when i turn half legal. =) Glad and happy enough that the memory still appear vividly what happened the entire day last year and how i ended it by being just beside U.

If i was given a wish to be made, I would wish I could turn back time where it was just 8 of us.

Just peace, fun, no worries, and all those little petty dissatisfaction where it just last maximum one day.

Now growing up, there's really lotsa thing to put into matter.

Like they said, mind over matter and matter over mind.

What's important now i know i could never turn back time where there was you to take care of things that we cant able to solve or even carry out.

Today the task is to "stand on our own two feet".

Hopefully this last teen-age of mine, I could find back my lost mind and also of course the missing pieces of mine.

Till then, signing off and *pray*

=)

Wishes

It's close to 9 months now. Yes I calculate almost everyday.

Days gone by fast, don't they?

Day after day and memories filling up every mind of ours.

To think we've been through it, but we used this sentence everyday

"If daddy were still here......"

I won't hide to say that I almost forget what is like to be without a dad.

Am i starting to forget you or there's something wrong with me?

I don't know.

Reading back the past few post, I realise how much I've been going through your lost.

And now I'm numb after all the treatment given after your lost.

Life is life, as much complicated it is I gotta live it.

If I was given a choice to choose to stay or leave,

I'll leave.

Deep down inside, I reallly do hope and wish among million stars, that you were still around cause i know things will be much better.

IMY

IMY

Daddy, i really miss u these days. sigh. it's gonna be your 100th day and i'm so clueless without u these days. i have no idea on what to do and i 'rebel' a l0t. since you're not in anymore, no more call from u anymore. i dont seems to know how to control myself. but deep down in my heart i know if u were here today i will know how to come back just to see u there again. but i just couldnt. =(

Daddy, visiting to all the places i used to be last with u brought back so much memory. Everytime i visit to Aeon, passing by Pasta Mania, that was the last restaurant i was with u there. Everytime there, u will wait for us to shop finish or even rush us back just because u were bored or u're just too tired. i wish it was that time again.

Daddy, so many things are undecided without u. i have many things to ask, ' Can i do that? can i go? ' there's so many things i still need your permission as usual. but why daddy? why u left so soon?

today we visited to the temple at Jenjarom. along the journey, today was the first time the one driving your car wasn't u. the one who always talk to me when i was on headset listening to songs. the one who will look at me at times looking at what I'm doing. the one will give me the sinis look. the one who will ask ,"want seafood"? i miss all that daddy. i really miss you. but what can i do?

i never stop missing you. practically my whole life now was to think what i last did with u

daddy. today i regret for not spending more time with u when there were time i suppose to. regret for not giving a helping hand when u need it. regret for being angry with u on the day u're wanted to get a laptop for me. regret for always listening to my songs when it was suppose to be your voice i shall listen to. sorry daddy that the day u came to take the spm results with me , i send u away just to be with my friends while i know it may be the last time I'm gonna have this moment with u. and now i actually realise i was the first one u actually took an official results with, and daddy, i sent u away. i'm a bad daughter. i was stupid and foolish to do so. and i know today it was too late. and today, going to uni, no longer for u to fetch me. i regret that i did not do my driving well and not having the chance to fetch u even once. even i didn't get the opportunity to drive yours soon. ='(

so many great movies to let u watch on screen today. american idol is up for u to comment like usual. so many stories to share with u on my friends, on my studies , on my stuff. but daddy, you're not here anymore.

why do u have to leave so soon? just a few days before u left, u were just fine. giving me the hope. that i can spend my future with u still. but just a few hours before u left, u didn't give me a call, a message or anything or even the last chance for u to talk to me. and u couldn't let me spend ur golden days with u together. so much yet no more.

after watching "it's okay Daddy's daughter" it makes me recall so much of u. how u try so hard to walk, how much u tried to get yourself back, trying not to rely on us but u have to, how u will not give me work, how u will give in to me somehow, how u defend for us, how u were always there for us, feeding us great food, giving us the best comfort, attending our intake in uni, giving us what we want but the only difference between u and appa is he survived the struggle. but daddy, u sacrificed in it, but daddy, somehow u won this battle. u really tried. =')

and i hope this sentence " it's okay, daddy's daughter" u could say it one day to me.=')

DADDY, IMY

Love,

JY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TB6VkEcXfTo

it's been very long since i blog. yes ! i'm finally 18. where now i guess i'm more mature? XD but in that case life has been changing a lot. still stuck in the same uni where life is always upside down and people here are like freaking smart. OMG pressure i tell you ! it's like you just have to study everyday just by looking at your housemate or roommate studying probably every free hour at night. and oh ya ! i'm in second sem already. stuck with few classmates from previous sem and got to meet few new friends, but as usual i'm anti-social when it comes to new environment. so well, not much to talk bout it. and my score =.= sigh.. isnt doing any good so far.

now, talking bout holidays, i cant say it suck. it's quite 'fun' staying at home. but i did went out with friends but just for the sake of my face, FACIAL !!!

But still, My face is like the moon surface. pfft.

to get a porcelain face is like asking a million dollar ayy.

Spend lotsa time at home slackin and watch drama aint bad after all.

and taking care a huge stubborn baby could be exhausting but it's my role, so i dont mind =)

and that's when the bond joined.

^_^

let me share a lil happy story that i could say i love the most.

on Oct 5th i guess, Dad was admitted to the hospital and sis and I went to overnight to take care of him. well, my finals was so near so i have to study. half way studying, dady start to share stories and me too !LOL

so we practically exchange story and i finally came clean to Dad on my first relationship. XD

we chit-chatted all the way til 2 and then only i fall asleep. in a super uncomfortable position.

and another fun thing during my 18 was, i got to celebrate with my uni mates !

sis and SY buy me sushi, sis , Sue, Elaine and Jess came to surprise me and night , aunt aka cousin buy me korean meal !

yay, satisfied enough ! ^^

and the next day, get another free meal from Jaron. so practically my whole birthday present comes in the food way >.<>

BUT that was weeks back now life change again. no longer the happy and joyful moment.

Like many said, life is like a wheel, once you're up you will sometimes be down.

and now, i'm at the down positon.

My guardian angel, i see Unforgettable in you. the way you behave , the way u speak, the way you used your strength to gather yourself similarly to him.

but you are so stubborn to listen to anyone. your ego brought us down. =(

if you only listen and put the trust on us, by now, you are able to stand on your own.

you give me the enlightment when you start to listen and put your faith on us.

now that i'm away, you stopped everything.

everything has to start again, waste of effot and time, dont you wanna live the way you are as before?

the time is still ticking there's time and hope still if you just keep the faith.

for all i hope, is what i want the future to be.

so please, the battle is still on, we'll fight this together. love you. <3

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

STAY STRONG

BELIEVE !

UNI LIFE

yes ! i'm back ! first of all, i want to say.. I LOVE U KLANG !! you must wanna know why, of all places, i love klang? it's because of the 'jail' life , i mean uni life which practically locked me up in the campus completely.

ORIENTATION(week 1)

Nuffsaid, orientation started really lame. But as it goes on, I actually enjoyed it. Well, it's a start of a new life, i meant a new educational state. =.= crazily, my batch intake was 1200. believe that? that's like Damn ! but we Chinese is the minority. friends of mine, you do know why I'm upset with that fact right?

Back to orientation. From day one till day 6,( from Saturday all the way till Friday )was pretty exhausting. waking up everyday at 545 am just to assemble at 615 am. and for this @#$%^* orientation, i missed Beast Showcase in KL Live which is just few kilometers away from campus T.T

And during the orientation, they prepared lots of activities that were really... speechless. Everywhere we went, speech speech speech. Talks , talks and more talks. Our butts suffered you know that? The only nice thing was just the Nike KL run where they LEND 200 pairs of their latest sport shoes for a test run. come on, just give it away ! And also knowing few awesome people.

But after all this thingi we'll walked all the way back to our apartment. speaking of apartment, let me elaborate for you how my room looks like. for every room, it has another 2 mini rooms that fits 2 person each. So i have a wonderful roommate named Elaine and two house mate named Sue San and Jessica. Sue is the hot topic in our batch now. ^^

back to my room. WORST OF ALL, THERE IS NO TELEVISION = No Entertainment.

The hall is so empty that we really rot in our room. sigh.

I miss Klang seriously and if there's any chance we could bring a pet there, I'll bring lil' Snowy. my white 'prince' and i wont be bored no more. =)

week 2: introduction classes

This week was even worse. woke up at 6am and I'm bathing cold freezing water. I know i complained much but I'm a human though>warm blooded you see. cold water in the morning can cause huge problem : fever.

then, prepared my not-so-heavy breakfast and get ready for class where i be there by foot. and brilliantly, as always, i slept again in class. hehehe ! and surprisingly, not during Physics class, the first class of the day after waking up at 6 am where only lectures and no brain storming. huge surprise ! well, just for me i guess. okay, let me talk about my lecturers. my Physics lecturer. he's fine seriously. a nice man always with his 'fishing vest' as quoted by many seniors but one thing , he don't even know what is he teaching ! u see that? for example; when he teaches Significant figures , he goes :" err... the zero in front err.. not important but the zero behind is errr... important ! ah ~ " and when he does a mistake he'll just : "err... YA KAH? oh.. i test u saje.." and he always with his monotone lecture, how am i suppose to survive ? my goodness. okay jumping over to my English lecturer. i must say, he's a very good teacher. Luckily Uniten is smart enough to provide good teachers and appropriate teacher to teach the English language or not we can just fail our paper. But again, Mr Gerald is the best English teacher i ever had. =)then, my Maths teacher( which the subject is known as Introduction to Calculus) was good. She can teach well, explain well and bla bla, you compose it.

But me, for being well known in my high school life as the sleeping queen, I slept in her class on the first day itself ! spare me ! tee hee XD . But coming over to my Physics Lab lecturer is a very cute little miss . Yes she is. She reminds me of Pn Salehah who teached me Science before when i was Form 3. wait a minute, my lecturer is also named Salihah. wow ~! 'dejavu'? Last but not least, my Computing Skills lecturer, known as Mr Alan which really reminds me of Mr Gerald. they have the same teaching skills. You can laugh during class and all but remember never to mess with him on any circumstances.

...

Normally after class, i'll be back to the room sleeping or normally head to Up10 (a food court in campus, great food though) to hang out with a new clique.

but on week 2 , I joined sis and SY to Midvalley ^^ and i felt like i just escaped out of jail.

we shopped and ate sushi !! ~_~

week 3: official classes

same as the week before just that it's more exhausting and confusing due to all the stress provided by tutors. Unfortunately for my class, we have the same lecturer for our Physics. I can now bid farewell to my Physics. T-T

week 4 will be this week and i'll be having quizzes which is 10% of my finals. OH NO !
so wish me luck !

Stress is caused by being 'here' but wanting to be 'there."' ~Eckhart Tolle

stay strong, Angel of mine and always keep the faith. Love you =)

Encounter

The Encounter Moments..

#1 at the mall

last Sunday, went Aeon Bukit Tinggi because Dad was in a good mood.^^

he says I'm allowed to shop for my Uni stuff with Mum and i did.

While looking around at the jeans corner, YK spotted a friend and he thought was JH's friend and when i saw that person, i went blank.

The next moment, i went jumping towards that friend like a monkey hugging her.

At first, i didnt quite notice her. First i noticed the one beside her, it was Subarthy.

and when i switched my glance, it turned up to be Tharshiini!!

And in the middle of the aisle, the Dukudu and I was jumping like monkeys hugging each other and Mum got shocked looking at me behaving such. hehe XP

#2 at the Brickfield's temple.

as my previous post, i went to the Brickfield's temple with my family.

then i got to visit from stalls to stalls.

And there's this one stall which i have know idea about.

I just stood there and all of a sudden, an old man came from behind me and asked,

" want to donate your organs?"

and i was like *eyes wide open*

*smiles* "oh, it's okay. No thanks." *walks away*

OMG. As much as i want to do charity, let me complete my life or till i'm completely 18 to make my mind for organ donation. XP

#3 at the bank

Yesterday, half way after Jing yee invited me for lunch, Mum called up for me to go to the bank to open an account for study loan.

*sorry Jing*

After the whole process before waiting for my ATM card, i was asked to deposit a note of RM 50 into my account and so i did.

Then there was a man who helped me. Turned up that man has a daughter at my age who is still rotting at home like me.

Then, Mum chat with him quite sometime. Basically on education. >.<

And my card came, and the generous man taught me on how to use it.

I was thankful for an extra hand.

Thank you very much, generous uncle. =)

# at KP's washroom

today, went to KP with Chris, aunt and grandma. because 3 of them wanna have their haircut session. So i went there to watch and sit. >.<

After Grandma finish her cut, she wants to go to the washroom.

So, i played my role to accompany her.

And the first thing i wanna do in the washroom is "mirror........"

and so i did. Grandma was far behind when i entered the washroom.

So i looked at the mirror. and a glance to my right, JUST A GLANCE !

I noticed a back of a person standing facing the wall

In a glimpse of 0.2 seconds, i thought, "shouldnt that be a male?"

And YES ! OMG. I turned behind and saw the Female signboard on the other entrance.

Just then I found out I"M IN MALE TOILET !! OMG !

I ran out and OMG (again) , I bumped to a not-bad-looking guy.

Oh shitty shit ! the MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT OF MY ENTIRE LIFE !

despite dancing shyok sendiri or saying hi to a friend that dont even realise.

EEKS....!! >.<

# 5 at 2L

After KP, aunt went to the boutique 2L to get her outfit cause she's going to Korea this Saturday.

*JEALOUS*

I went there to see if there's anything i can purchase.

While i was looking and 'analysing' the area, the sales assistant came up to me asking if there's anything that i want.

i just told her that it's okay and i'll look at my own.

Then she praised my hair of being so nice and stuff and down came asking me what i want.

so to avoid awkwardness i just 'layan' her and see what can i get.

practically she's just stalking me.

(yes i know u are suppose to do your job but give me a choice)

Then i picked out the formal tee she suggested and tried on.

it's nice but WAIT.

EVERYTHING there is NICE but NO $$$

The formal tee i tried has thing lil' holes that exposed my inner gourment and that she adjusted for me and keep touching the sides of my blossoms.

Gosh.. that was freaking awkward.

i know we are girls but i have my own individual thoughts u see.

After making my choice on what to buy, she still keep persuading me to buy this and that.

and when i smile sweetly and said it's okay and she goes

"bu yong jing la.. hen mei de"

(nevermind la.. very nice one..)

then when i said "it's okay. wo bu yao" (i dont want)

and she'll go

"yer.. ni hen huai dan de lo"

(yer.. you very naughty one lo..)

=.="

GOODNESS !!

but, anyhow..I got a formal tee and a formal pants thanks to my aunt, Aunt Julie .

Thank you very much !!!! =DDDD

THE END

22.5.10

On this very date is the birthday of a special girl called Joanne Low Mei Teng.

And on this day we, which includes birthday girl, JY(Jing Yee), JH(Jia Hui), an alien(unknown species) and I went to The Curve. We sat in 'the alien' spaceship called Honda Civic.

Session 1 TGIF

Our first session which is our dinner was at TGI's Friday. it's our last option cause we've been circling The Curve 'pasar malam' for a few rounds to make our choice and certain restaurants takes a long time for the booking for just a table. The quote "pasar malam" for the stalls along the restaurants was by some alien who just landed at malaysia according to birthday girl. ^^

At TGIF we made our decision on the choice of food quite long cause the name is so weird. i guess. Then we girls started to cam whoring before food and after the food are served.

But before anything are served, a waitress come with few tissues and placed on each of our table and Alien asked the waitress, "this tissues are for what ah?". As usual Alien with his Alien-ness. ~_~

Mr Alien was looking so excited watching Football on the TV, in addition of scanning woman around the corner. Perhaps his 'planet' doesn't have chicks and football. LOL ^^

#shot 1: JY and me

We actually planned to burst out the manager that we have a birthday girl with us, BUT Joanne(short term Jo) said that it will be SUPER embarrassing for us and definitely we too. Therefore, we put our plan off. Sad. =S

#shot 2: i swear but crossed my finger XP

#shot 3: great drink

the 4 people drinks: the one with strawberry is b'day girl's, blue is JH's, green is JY's, and plain yellow is apple juice. Alien's one.

Birthday girl enjoying the yummy ice blended =)

#shot 4: my lovely Mac & cheese, ^^

#shot 5:MMMMMMMMM~

Presenting *drumrolls* Mac and cheese (First that came;appetizer; snack)

first dish that came: VIP speciality for B'day girl,Joanne

Then came JY's food: fish and chips

Then it was JH's meal: Mac & Cheese pasta.

comment: very cheesy~ seriously..

Then came Alien's food: Grilled salmon. it's actually tasty, but as an alien, he forget about the lemon. So his comment was *gag*

The best for the last.

mine came last, drinks and food. my stupid mango juice came last and that's why it's not with the 4 people's drinks.

and my food came last too and all of them were drooling over my food^^

Alien who refused the food.

Session 2 THE LIBRARY

After TGIF we went to The Library for our second session: DRINKING !!

We went there to drink but Mr Alien here sticks with his Apple juice. And insisting of me being

underaged.

.

introducing Mr Alien with his ' no pictures please '

we cheers and he..

with his apple juice AGAIN!

u should what species is this: the paiseh species

Picture moments with birthday girls and again cam-whoring.

Bday girl and me

Bday girl and JH

Bday girl and her cousin JY

Mr shy and b'day girl

b'day girl, me and JH

#shot 6: yeah baby! i'm ready for a drink !

JY with her HOEGARDEN. which is like the best among the seven beers.

The girls

The seven exciting beer

#shot 7: cheers !

But the best drinker of the day, JH and JY.

#last shot: Groupie.. with a weird 'alien'

3rd plan, Balik rumah.

Alien decides to "fly" his spaceship in a high speed which nearly caused me a heart attack while the rest stay cool. and how was that so?? *wonder*

and the highest speed: 190 km/hr.

OMG!

Reached home safely but enjoyed the entire night due to certain event. ^^

I put off some story for the laziness in me but hope the pictures will tell the rest of it.=)

That's all for now.

Secretly, Jaelynn.♥

HOT HOT HOT 동방신기

OMG OMG!!!!!TVXQ performed at the golden disk with the song-are you a good girl and the new version of mirotic-"i got u~under my sky" is so so so so so so so so so hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hot hot hot hot hot hot !!!!!i'm drooling over it!!! check it out!!



they are OH MY GOSH!!!friggin hot!!!!!!!!!!their moves their dance their voice.how colud i actually get over them????omg!!!i want them so so so so muchie!!!!!!!!

동방신기 사랑해!!!!!!

FAMILY DINNER.WEDDING.HOT GUYS!!

yeah!!i'm back blooging 4 another special dinner of my grandpa's sis' son's wededing.to shprtform it,i can consider him as my cousin.yes.his wedding.well the special stars shine on tht wonderful date which is on last saturday(22/11/08)."KOK THYE AND HUI PING"well .it's a very fun thing to see 'heng tai's being played by the 'zhi mui's and the 'heng tai's will play the 'zhi mui's back.cute,fun,and definitely tickles me.there were games where the heng tais must pick up keys from a box containing brown sugar and milo, but by using their face only.and later wear bikinis and burst the balloons by banging the other heng tais wearing bikinis too.man.ppl these days are sick!!bt they are creative.dont ya think so?? ok.ok.lets cut the crap and fly to the scene at Sheratton Hotel at Subang.damn!!oops and the groom's car is woosh!!not as cool like my ehmm TVXQ 1 car but they got a BMW BEL1.go spot the car!!lol.k.back to SJ.i was wondering around to wait 4 lyndy to arrive.met all my cousins especially the twins freak!!!lol.and i spot this super hot guy!!he looks like a japanese and i thought he's a friend of the groom but he is a..............

super damn yeng violinist!!!!!wow!!and he's a malaysian!!!yeah!!!!

and he wore this damn yeng white coat hyere!!omg!!me,tracie and my youngest ah yee,lyndy were so ..................drooling over him!!!especially when he walk in through the aisle along with the 'stars' and play the marriage melody~.ahhh...........melts....ok.over drooling here.wee.then dinner starts and he done a spectacular performance 4 us.omg!!i l0ve the part where he stood facing his back to the crowd and when he turn and start off playing with his violin!!!omg!!damn.........0..fish!!hot ah!!!!!lol...ok.i'm over drooling agin.nevermind.i still got my TVXQ and SUJU to drool over.hehe.ok...cam whoring pics again.

ok .my turn of camwhoring pics come first b4 myrelatives.XD



me and my *stoned* brother..

my camwhore sis.hehe.
me and aunt lyndy.
emo looking tracie lim..
sweet lyndy and me
happy tracie!!
retard colin till i scolded him.....

ah.there.look better.tq couzie!!

roy lookin cheezy here cuz he's drinking.u know smtg.don ask so much.underage.shhh!!!

i think tht's all 4 the dinner 4 tht day and i'm proudly to announce,i'm FAT!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!i miss TVXQ AND SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!!

MY HUBBIES

omg omg!!!!TVXQ "wrong number" is out!!!



i know its kinda late to post it now but i cant still help myself to drool over it!gosh!!i wanna post it like last week but i just couldnt.how sad was it ryte??hahha.im glad im not the last to watch among the 5 of us.you should know who i meant.i went back home and drool in front of mum and sis and they gave me a dead shot glare.hey!!u know me ryte??hot koreans are hard to resist!!

wanna know how i drool??this is how i drool!!
OMG!!!!XIAH WAS DRIVING 'TVXQ 1' and jasmine,too bad it's not ur yoochun but my xiah!!lol!!OMG!!AND U-KNOW HOT BODY IN THE BTH TUB AND JAEJOONG RAPPING!!OMG!!!AND CHAGMIN GO 'RESET RESET!!' OMG!!I CAN DROOL ALL OVER THEM LIKE 4 A DAY!!!!OMG!!!!!!!



this video is the dance version of DBSK MIROTIC.if there's any chance,i'll ask tiff to dance this next year 4 our prefect's gathering.4 those prefect's out there you wait.and suet ying.you'll drool over them more i bet.muahahahaha!!!

i guess thts all i wanted to update.i've nothing else to update except 4 my HUBBIES..the DONG BANG JUNIOR!!!hahahaha.tiff,u heard tht??

TVXQ

this is what i found in some1's blog!!omg!!so cute!!ehmm ehmm!!!

1. Yoochun is the lazy one in the group.
2. Junsu wakes everybody up in the morning with his video games.
3. Changmin is a crybaby.
4. Junsu is an uncle.
5. Yoochun is from the U.S. but was born in Korea.
6. Jaejoong is the "mom"; he cooks.
7. Yunho is the leader.
8. The house in "Ocean's 12" is the house in Miduyo.
9. Yoochun's family currently lives in Virginia.
10. Yoochun has had a lot of girlfriends.
11. They watch Korean dramas when they can/have time.
12. Junsu, Yunho, and Yoochun are all ambidextrous.
13. Jaejoong and Yoochun both dropped out of high school.
14. They both used to smoke.
15. Jaejoong wants to marry a fan- he believes that he`ll end up marrying a fan anyway.
16. Junsu wants a bright girl with a positive outlook of the world. Yoochun thinks it`s because Junsu is a negative person.
17. Yoochun doesn`t want to get married. (Junsu disagrees...he thinks that he MUST get married...)
18. Jaejoong wants 2 daughters and 1 son while Junsu wants 2 sons and 1 daughter. Yunho wants 5 sons and 20 daughters - Junsu says "Think of your wife!" and Jaejoong says "Are you trying to kill somebody?"
19. Yunho wants a girl who is assertive and has senses - someone who can guide him.
20. Changmin wants to marry someone who is girly and who will attach herself easily because he is shy and quiet.
21. Yunho`s message to his future son is "I love you".
22. Junsu thinks that dating and marriage are the same thing because he sees the girl he`s dating as his future wife. He has to like the girl that much (enough to see her as a hopefully Mrs. Kim Junsu) in order for him to date her - he doesn`t want to date just anyone. He`ll date her to a point where he wants to marry her. (Changmin agrees with him.)
23. Junsu likes to use his hand as a pillow.
24. Jaejoong made Changmin show off his body in their Hiyaya single.
25. Yunho sleeps diagonally on his bed.
26. Jaejoong was laughed at because of his puberty stage--his voice would crack and his friends would laugh at him each time he sang.
27. Yunho got rejected by a friend that he came to like. He asked her out and lit 100 candles. She told him she only wanted to be friends.
28. Junsu was suppose to debut earlier, but due to puberty...he lost his voice. He would always go and scream hoping his voice would come back.
29 Before debut, Max would make up excuses as to why he missed class. Each time it was always a relative's funeral and when he couldn't make that up he'd say something else. No one was curious because Max has a wide range of relatives. : )
30. Micky likes to sleep listening to music on his walkman. He tends to drop it, so at nighttime Junsu might get hit with a walkman or book or something. (That was when they had bunkbeds...)

and this is their english translation for their new MV MIROTIC!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!im melting soon!!!


TRANSLATIONS of MIROTIC ENGLISH VERSION.

From the start, you were sweet and simply attracted to me
You'd stay always like that, you said when you first walked up to me
All the possibilities opened up Oh~

What is love? What! right now it is Red Ocean
I'm breaking my rules again. You know it's getting boring?
You do get hurt a little bit, it's all right Oh~

* You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You can't break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

It nests in your head, the sharp stare
It's not me, my unmoving Chrome heart
This is your choice Oh~

Flowing through your veins running through you are millions of my Crystal
Finally, the end of the transformation (t/n: the end of my transformation)
This must be love? Oh~

* You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You can't break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin


With a single kiss~ the day revitalizing~ a powerful pull
The second kiss, it sent a blow to your heart and it feels hot
Yeah~ I have you! You know you got it!
Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin

In your dreams i order you under my magic spell
You want to do it again, I got you~Under my skin

My devils ride, you now don't have a place to breathe
Let's have fun now that i have you~ Under my skin

* You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You can't break out, I got you~ Under my skin

You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

omg!!!omg!!!DBSK,u got me mirotic!!!

i got tagged!

well.my turn to tag back.this tag is from tiffany.'thank you'.now i have 2 delay my time 4 my dbsk and suju's clips.damn!

Instrutions :

Never see the questions before you arrange the names
1.shim jing yee(min)
2.kim kah fong(heroin)
3.sam jung(i-know)
4.jasmine park(minnie)
5.tharshiini(the one who always make me think of eunhyuk)


1. How did you meet 1 ?
how i meet her?when dad and his heng heng!!go penang.aww..she is so cute tht time


2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1 ?
of course la 10 since she's always on my side thiugh she got the disease of hitting ppl 4 no reason


3. How long have you known 4?
jasmine??to say.its from form 1 but i got close with her in form 3 when me and her were in the same class


4. How do you know number 3?
sam????see.i know her when i was form 1.i thought she was some ABC(american born english since her complexion is like so fair and she has that beautiful hair that ABC has.so i know her that way.through moral class.

5. Where's 5?
dont know.should be at home studying or at tuition or either way,disturbing usha and manja with the ppl around her.


6. A fact about number 1?
one fact about her.a very weird girl who have special attraction but she only belongs to the TVXQs so butt off!!and her weird disease.hitting ppl 4 no reason.


7. Who is 4 going out with ?
-ooooooooooooooooooo.she ah...hehehehehehehehe..of course la PARK YOOCHUN.if she dont,she'll bug me 4 him and start going stress with her studies.


8. What does 1 do for living?
-she ah??hit ppl but in the same time care 4 those like me and the mrs TVXQ.

9. Would you live with number 3 ?
-of course.shye gives me what i always want.dong saeng yah!!

10. What do you like about number 2?
- i like most bout her is she always go crazy with me when it comes to any topic especially TVXQ and SUJU.and whenever i am down i'll always happy when i see her.like i said TVXQ IS THE REASON BEHIND MY SMILE.so seeing her is like seeing them.=)

11. Do you miss number 5?
- OMG!!if i ever miss her i'll get irritated and being molest.but on the other side of me.YESS!!!!I MISS U SO MUCH THARSHIINI!!


12. Would you make out with number 4 ?
-what??!!never.even the yoosu couple disgust her.what about jiamin??crazy!!no no!!but if im a hot guy i will.cuz she's hot too.hahahah.jz jk.if i do so,she'll give me the death glare~

13. What's your opinion of number 2 ?
- her ah...she very random.and and she always appear in the right time just when i need her.she's the best mann i ever had on my side.i love her so much jz like i love chocolate!!

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5?
-my fav.too much!!but of course dancing chipmunks with her on stage this year prefects' gathering.

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out ?
-they??jaemin couple!!of course i care la.cuz they didnt ajak me.hehehehe

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5 ?
-no.thx 2 her always go to lavenya's table abd leave me all alone beside no one.only when she is interested to listen to my story 'virginity crisis'.yerr..tharshiini...hamsapp!!

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house ?
- wanted too.hahaha..wait la one day.i will.


18. Do you hang out with 3 alot ?
-yes!!!but now she head prefect d.so sad.i couldnt.wait la sam!!1 day.so lets get the junsu and yunho out k.and try to creat yunsu couple!!

19. Who have you known the longest ?
-number 1.since we're lil we know each other .what do you think??she's the one who teach me how 2 gamble.

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship ?
-they 2??.jing yee,i advise you.shuubarthy is gonna kill you and and and this tharshiini will sure molest you.trust me!!she's much more perverted .

21. How often do you talk to 1 ?
- evryday.even dad don allow me to see her cuz its like i everyday talk to her!!

22. What about 2 ?
- everyday cuz my heart is always on TVXQ and SUJU .so its like evryday la!!

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend ?
-yes!!she is my dong saeng!!


24. Would you go out on a date with number 5 ?
- no!!!i'll end up being the one being molest and get whacked and get irritated but if there's usha i will.


25. Do you dream about number 2 ?
-don remember.but i know reality is always opposite the dream

26.What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget ?
-she??giving me advise on evrything necessary i need.

27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets ?
-err...................................telling her i want to be a english teacher in korea??



28. What's 3 hobby ?
-yunnie!!


Tag more people :
who i want to tag had already tag but if can,tharshiini!

at first i dont wanna do this tag but now!!yes!!i love this tag!!

updates

ok let me update myself again after tht very lost post bout me and Junsu!!gosh.hand is killing me.ok.last saturday.lots of Mid Autumn fastivel celebration was going on diff location.got the ACS school that prganised one,my neighbour house ,Tracie's house and of course my cousin,Chris's house have one too which i went to.it was super fun playing with small kids.no regrets going there and i have to overnight there.play candles with the small kids and sweat like monkey cause of the heat.have a lot of pics from there but couldnt upload here but maybe i will in my friendster.Mid Autumn festival is n0t really as fun when i was a kid but now im a grown up so u know.and this Tracie Lim tak ajak i.bagus la tu.dah tak ingat family dia.hahaha.i don mind anyway,Tracie Lim .i'm jz teasing u here!!

next i will like to tell u guys i haver finally find wht i really do after my SPM which obviously means my ambition.and promise me you wont laugh cuz most of the ppl i told they jz laugh their ass out loud including my parents.belive me or not.hahaha.my ambitoin is..........TO BE A ENGLISH TEACHER IN KOREA.which means i wanna migrate 2 korea and be a teacher there.ahhhhhhhhh.jz love it.the air of Korea.hahahaha.im now a korean freak.tell me!!hey.stop laughing.though my ambition sound ridiculous but im sticking with it .so beat it!!

bloody exam!!its postponed to october 13th which is the same date as PMR and darn it!!giving me some trouble to work during november!!bitchy!!arrgh!!although i got some extra time to study but im not pleased.freedom is late!!damn it!!gosh,sometimes i think the you-know -who tht postponed the exam will be so errgh!!bahh!!go to hell!!u guys ruined my mood.now would you excuse me.i want to go see my husbands.XD.annyeong!!kamsahamnida for reading!!!

before i leave i will like to say...

SARANG HAE TVXQ AND SUPER JUNIOR!!!

bout him and me

wonder who is the him??of course its Xiah Junsu.hahahaha.my obsession!!see,when i was online with my phone i got some info bout him on net and its before he debuted and its about 100 things bout him and my life and his habit comes in a bit similar but not all.jz a bit and its fun 2 know bout it.this post will be freaking long cuz its like bout me and him. i know doing this post is kinda lame but this post is only 4 those who are interested so if u are u reead,if you're not hten nvm.lets start with my post then.

well,i know about the hundred things but i also know wht is the criteria from his mum 2 be a daughter in law.i know this is super way not me but i jz want 2 say it out here.her criteria are:a christian,know how 2 play any of the musical instrument and having an athletic body.ahhh!!!none of those condition there resemblas me.how sad ryte??nvm nvm.i'll work on it then.hahahaha.ok lets switch 2 the 100 things about him

on the left side will be bout him while the left side wil be bout me.so don get confused.but some personal stuff bout me,i don think i will state here.and and ok.the english used stated on the net me myself oso cant understand,so dont blame me of using the bad eng.ok??

1.Name:Kim Junsu aka Xiah;u know me ryte??i'm jia yee aka Jaelynn
2.D.O.B:15th December 1986;4th october 1992
3.nick names:borisu,chicken,etc.(mine are nemo,0+1 etc.)
4.bad habits:i clench my jaws a lot.(hahaha.same like me but i'm more to open my mouth and wait 4 the fly 2 get into my mouth.haha)
5.religion:christian
6.fav quote:give me all to thing i'm workin on
7.bloodtype:B;me too!!
8.height weight /shoe size:170cm,63 kg,265cm(i wont state mine here!!embarrassing)
9.family:dad,mom,hyung(junho) and me
10:school:Neung Gok MS(mid school,i guess)
11.hobbies;piano,sining,dancing,etc(some yes but mostly hearing 2 TVXQ and SUJU's songs)
12.specialities:singing ,arguing with Hyuk Jae(me?haha.arguing with tharshiini)
13.sleeping habits;using my arm as a pillow(me too!!u guys always see me sleeping in the class ryte??)
14.something good about myself:everything,i'm too perfect(he is so bhb ryte??hahaha.but me,im not)
15.what i think of myself:perfection;(i'm crazy so im not as perfect as junsu)
16.fav number:2 ;me too but i like the number 3 also
17.fav season:autumn
18fav food:almost evrything
19.least fav food:most of the things tht HyukJae eats
20.fav singer:Kangta,N'SYNC(i like kim junsu!!and also Leehom)
21.fav sport:everything especialy soccer(but the kids wont let me play with them)[i hate soccer!!i dont get the game anyway]
22.fav flower:pumpkin flower(wth is tht??)
23.fav colours:blue,purple
24.things tht i do 2 pass time:play com games(read fan fic,i hate playing com games)
25.places i go most often(excluding home):SM,school,library bookstores(tuition centre??school??)
26.most confident thing i can cook:ramen
27.songs i like these days:polaris-Kangta(TVXQ-doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?)
28.what do you prefer;coffee,milk,soda:i dont like them all but frm tht list:soda
29.most important being in my lfe:myself...(my family)
30.person i like least:HyukJae(Tharshiini!!!)
31.kinds of ppl i detest in one word:LEE.HYUK.JAE!!!!(THARSHIINI!!!!!)
32.Smtg im worried about:HyukJae keeps talking back at me.
33.wht i think i was in my past life:a prince(me??a er........)
34.if i could be reborn:a woman(y u wanna be reborn as a woman??weird..)
35.when i want 2 get married:when im married and all my life is all in order.(wht???hahah.i think he's waitng 4 me.hahah.lol.XD)
36.wht i do when i'm mad:go and beat HyukJae
37.places i want to fix on my face:im too perfect,there is ntg 2 be fix.(yes,he is indeed)
38.my dream/goal:singer.song writer,owner of a managing company
39:dream salary:1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000won
40.my least like feature:i like everything
41.smtg tht happens everyday:HyukJae steal my clothes!!
42.i like /love someone right now:NOPE!!!!
43.jinxes:none
44.smtg i could go back and do:go on the stage while singing and dancing
45.wht i most regret in my life:nbot hitting Hyukjae when i had the chance
46.if i left a will before i die:hi!HYukJae!!^o^
47.prized possesion:my cellphone(yeah me too!!)
48.wht i want to say to ppl of themselves with prince/princess syndrom:keep going on like tht and you'll die!!(yeah,you rock junsu!!)
49.my ideal mate:someone tht gives me a strong feeling
52.do you ever want to beat a small kid:only if they're like HyukJae.(ya!!kids like Tharshiini!!)
53.wht kind of kids scare you:bad kids(OMG!!those who cry a lot!!)
54.if you were 2 dye your hair,wht colour will it be:black
55.most memorable movie:titanic,armageondon
56.most memorable day during MS:fisrt day of school(days after exam i prefer)
57.if you were 2 be in a drama ,wht kind of character would you want 2 play:Hyukjae's older bro(who??)
58.when do you most not like your friend:when he talks back(ehmm,Hyukjae,ahem,Tharshiini,ahem)
59.wht do you think of guys who wear makeup:its okay as long as they dont wear a lot.
60.makeup vs no makeup on women:no makeup
61.fav book(comics included):slamdunk;i read it with Hyukjae( i prefer Doraemon junsu)
62.wht can you make with green onions and eggs:ramen(hey junsu,i can make omelette,hgaha!!)
63.country i want to visit most:France,the city of love and art(Korea,the city of TVXQ and SUJU)
64.if i could get any domestic animal:god( i want 2 name it Hyukgoo)
65.fav song to sing at karaoke:i hate singing Karaoke(but i like to sing at green box with mrs TVXQ
66.things i stress over most:my voice
67.someone i want 2 meet the most in the world:korea's first king(i want 2 meet Xiah JUnsu!!)
68.wht would you do if you found 1000 dollars on the street:i'd give it to Hyukjae,arent's im sweet??^o^(no,you sound sarcastic junsu.haha.)
70.do you belive in ghosts:yeah,no wait,i dont(but i do!!i hate it!!)
72.do you think there's a time in your life when you can be happy anywhere and anytime:YES!
73.do you sleep over at ppl's house a lot:not really
74.smtg i need right now:synthesizer,things i can compose with(total silence,my neighbbout is bothering me)
76.wht game am i best at:anything,Hyukjae always loses to me(hahah,eunhyuk!!)
77.wht would you say to someone's about to die:BYE!!(junsu is so bad!!)
78.when do you feel like cursing yourself?:when i lost an argument to HYukjae(Tharshiini)
79.wht do you do when you cant fall asleep:i just stay awake,wht can i do?(i go read Sejarah textbook!!)
80.what do you do if you were walking and you farted when it was quiet:gosh,Hyukjae tht's nasty.(OMG,junsu is so bad;yeah,tharshiini tht's nasty!)
83.foreign language i want to learn:japanese(i want to learn korean and japanese too!!)
84.my complex:my voice sounds like park kyung lim's(i sound like a toad then)
85.wht is there you want to do?:i've done everything i want,so ntg!( i gots lots of things to do but i wont list it here)
86.do you find anything wrong with ur face or personality:Nope!(i do but i dunno wht)
87.what i do when i'm stressed:beat Hyukjae(i go and disturb Usha but i'll beat tharshiini)
88.have you ever wanted to commit suicide:nope tht's bad(yes i do!!EXAMS!!)
89.what kind of teacher do you hate:any teacher's tht likes Hyukjae(any teachers who dislike Tharshiini^o^)
90.who's the person who gives you the most hopeetc:Duhkyun hyung.i miss you!!(err..Usha?)
91.what would you do if some1 grabbed your things and started running?:i'll make Hyukjae run after it 4 me.(i'll ask Tharshiini den.haha)
92.wht would you do if u saw a pervert on the street:i'm used to perverts cuz my bestfriend is one(Hyukjae,Tharshiini)
93.what i think of losers /outcasts:i hate the words(yeah Junsu!!me too!!hmmph!!)
94.-
95.are you willing to live your life to the fullest?:YES SIR!!(of cuz!!)
96.Rain ,snow,sunshine,cloudy,windy,which do you prefer:sunshine!!
97.have you ever been attracted to someone you've chatted online:no(errr...)
98.wht do you say to your friends:I'm finally done answering 100 Q's(yeah!and im finally done typing these 100Q's)
99.future plans:living life to the fullest!!(me too!)
100you've finished!how do you feel:GOOD!!~

gosh!!at last i've finished!it took me 2 days!!right.ok.fyi,the answers beside the ';' symbol and the answers in bracket is mine but certain question i didnt answer cuz i think its not necessary and i have no answer for it and some answers that Junsu stated is the same as mine so thts y.and fyi again,Hyukjae in the answers aka Eunhyuk from Super Junior and to me he resembles Tharshiini.yes she do.hahahaha.so ths all 4 now.and if you do realise its not really 100 Q's if you can spot.o.O.sorry 4 the very striking colours!!i know it hurts your eyes.me to0!

september babies...

ooo!!i know its too late to say its the beginning of the month but i still wanna say...its september already!!and guess wht??its time to blog about..september babies!!!!

hmm..who first??

ok..

09/09/08
Kelvin Koh Yeow Seng

10/09/08
Regina Yeo Ciuyi

11/09/08
ah..........!!!Samantha Tew Siew Lynn aka mrs Jung Yunho!!
and also known as Head Prefect of MGS klang
Yong Geok San

15/09/08
Ng Wen Lynn

20/09/08
Samantha Tan(ex-senior of Mgs)

22/09/08
Nicole Lee(u love me ryte gurl??)

28/o9/08
Teoh Ee Von
Shin Dong Hee

29/09/08
Danny Lim Jih Yang

erm..so sorry i only got this short list of september babies.cant figure out who more.if i missed out some,im so sorry.maybe i dunno u but...i love u guys so so much!!!o 4get something.

30/09/08!!
my parents' 18th wedding anniversarry
yeah!!!
i love u pa and mummy!!muaxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!

to you september babies out there,love ya and of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

not to 4get to note that i love u TVXQ and Super Junior!!!

PREFECTORIAL BOARD '08/'09

introducing.................................thye new prefectorial board 08/09

HEAD PREFECT
SAMANTHA TEW SIEW LYNN

ASSISTANT HEAD PREFECT 1
AJEERAH BT FARAHEEN(if i spell wrong sorry yea)

ASSISTANT HEAD PREFECT 2
NG LING WEI

SECRETARY
ATIKAH

ASSISTANT SECRETARY
JACQUELINE FONG

TREASURER
THARSHIINI!!!!(my 20 bucks le???)

ASSISTANT TREASURER
USHA SELVARAJU

HEAD OF DISCIPLINE
YEO CIUYI

ASST HEAD OF DISCIPLINE
LEE KERN YEUNG

HEAD OF ASSEMBLY
NG JING YEE

ASST HEAD OF ASSEMBLY
YONG GEOK SAN

PUBLIC RELATION OFFICER(PRO)
MICHELE SHIVAANI

HEAD OF PROBATION PREFECTS
DEBRA MARIE

so far i only rmb this.so sorry i could not post picture who are the one holding the post.anyway those who got their new post,CONGRATULATION!!!!!!!!love you guys.go prefects!!!work ur best and make this board prefects!!love you guys!!!

p/s:sorry if i spelt ur name wrongly..XD

wow~wht a day!!

Merdeka had passed!!on the 31st of august.ok ryte.talking bout merdeka,walah!fun.why fun??let me tell you y.last sunday which is on the 31st of august,the interact club organise some kind of event 2 celebrate independent day.well i joined it.the event was about walking THE ENTIRE KLANG and to show our youth's spirit to the public and yes.so we did so.our journey is as follows.

FROM KLANG CLUB>>>>>MGS KLANG>>>>>DELTA HQ(AYAMAS there)>>>>>>INDIAN STREET>>>>>>>>BACK 2 KLANG CLUB!!!!

It took us about 1 1/2 hour.(wow,quite fast actually)

before the journey....................................................
MGS got a banner says"independence from sexual abuse"and yes thts true.we women want independence frm this horrible case.but the high school ppl insist our banner and wanted it cuz they got some not-really-lame "happy independence day".i dunno y they don like it and y they wanted our banner so much but wht funny is they requested our banner this way.

"WE WANT SEXUAL ABUSE,WE WANT SEXUAL ABUSE.....!"

i'm like wht??lol.they want our banner or sexual abuse???=.="


throughout the journey.................................................................
me and tiff walked together and we were listening 2 our TVXQ and SUPER JUNIOR songs and talked bout them too.LOVE it .then cars start 2 pass by us and horn at us.well,its a show of support but certain cars jz horn cuz we blocked their way.(wht kind of malaysians are u?see.even the youths are showing their spirit)then,we started walking and walking.initially not really a lot car horn at us 2 show their support but sooner we start 2 become u know,semangat.we started cheering.1st was convent with their cheers and then RZ and the most loud cheer ACS frm behind and they were super loud and they cut our line???but they were really SEMANGAT GILA.so we MGSian also put our spirit up.first niro and jess were shouting 'independence frm/against sexual abuse" den when we pass by ACS skul den they started cheer for their school name.not 2 miss out we reach our school too then i started shouting our school name.MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!super loud till my voice box can brake man but i didnt care.i continued screaming IIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEE
NNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEENCCCCCCCCCCCCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
all the school continued cheer along and we sang some patriotic songs along the journey.and when we hit the big road more supprort came by.

*horn**HORn**hhhhhhhhhhoooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnnnnnn*

and we go like WWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH!!!(u know klang ppl ryte?malaysian)

after the journey.................................
performances,food and farewell.lazy to tell.ur fault for not coming.XD

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yday was a big big thing!!!!ok well i.ve been 3 days in a row waking up early so i was extremely sleepy!!went out with my family after chemistry class.sorry 4 those tht invited me out 4 aeon.couldnt make it because err...u know my parents la.hehehe.but wait.so dad bring us go kai kai and it was raining like cats and dogs so my dad lost his way and we end up at setia alam tesco shopping centre.a very boring place but we have to walk around till the rain stop.b4 we reaached home,i was sleeping all the way in the car(don blame me, i was tired)and then my sis jz wake me up "oi!!we reached d!!"i was so scared cuz earlier my dad said he wants 2 bring me 2 a haircut!!damn!!ok skip tht.then went back home.on the way..fiuhh!!!flood man.i mean at the shophouses on the left.pity the furniture shop.all their furniture is wet.now lets go 2 the climax.my house.old house area.when i reached my old house,the tree in front of my house disappear and i tot it was the construction workers the 1 who chopped the tree down but my house was blacked out too.the condition of my house compound its like after finish world war 3 vuz it was super messy and dirty.my mum pms looking at it.then after leaving the house 4 dinner we saw all the trees were all 'teared up'..gosh!!cool man looking at it.it was really like a tornado landed my housing area but turned out 2 be tht our area was landed by typhoon.i am so chi tun.i didnt know.hahahahahahaha.don blame me i was sleeping in the car jz now.now my area is still in a mess and mpk havent clean it yet.sorry couldnt post some cool pic bout the fallen trees.wow.it was so chun!!!such a strong wind.even a 50 years old terr can be blown off by the wind,try imagine tornado.i was so worried bout my garndparents at my new house so i called them up.i even worried my dogs been blown off by the strong wind.hahaha.luckily not.good news.dad said ruby's nipple gone bigger ,stomach grow fatter.congratulation.she is pregnant.but im not really sure bout it cuz she don look like she is to me.ooooooooooooo i cant wait 4 a puppy!!!

up till the next post..bye!!