a short one II

i'm back and same goes to the continuition of my 1st fiction.its kinda long but still i wanna apologise for bad grammar and some mispelt words.im in a hurry.don blame me.for those who have read my essay in school,this one will turn out a bit differnt cause i've made some changes.and its long,either read it or bit it!now.....
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she came by 2 me and placed the cup of tea on the coffee table in front of me.she sit and looked at me with her teary eyes.she sit down right in front of me but i don have the heart 2 even look at her when i saw her two children.i just kept silent staring at the surrounding and sometime i took a glance at her.later she started 2 talk.i was like a wall just listening but didnt responded.she explained everything tht happened this past ten years.i just listened but my heart was slowly breaking 2 million of pieces.thyen when she explained finish,she just cant stop apologising.i was really sad.but no matter how i didnt respond.i just put a smile on my face 2 cover my sorrow.then i took out my phone and make a call.i called one of TVXQ prince,Yoochun.few minutes later,a horn could be heard outside the house.i went out and saw yoochun waving at me

"junsu ah,c'mon!hurry up hop in."yoochun called out.

"yeah,coming~~!"i shouted.

"i guess its time 4 me to leave now."i told jaelynn and put a smile on my face.

"bye,uncle!!"the 2 lil kids waved goodbye to me.

i just waved at them while i saw jaelynn looking down looking me leave.

"junsu-ah,how was it?everything fine?"yoochun asked.

i glanced at him and gave a smile then i turned back down since i feel like im gonna break down anytime soon.

"hyung,can you fetch me to my old house.its just around here."i asked yoochun.

"arasto,kwenchanayo(ok,its ok)"yoochun agreed.

yoochun sped off and soon we reached my old house.the house was so dusty and messy.all the furnitures were covered with white cloths.i went upstair and asked yoochun 2 wait downstairs while i pack some stuff.

i entered my room and the room just the same.i squat beside my bed and took out a box under my bed.i sat on my bed and placed the box on my lap.when i opened the box,few pictures fell off and i took it and flip it.i saw the image on the picture and hot small ball cyrstal flow out of my eyes.then,jaelynn's explanation play back in my mind.

"im so sorry,junsu.sorry,i mean,Kim.i dint mean to hurt you.by the minute i open the door and saw it was you i couldnt belive my eyes it was you.i thught u had forgot me. we haven't meet for like ten years and u 've changed a lot.when i first saw u on screen i couldnt believe u but sooner i found out u've changed your name and everything of you.but i did know you wouldnt forget me.but as the time pass by your news,gossipe,rumours and especially your love conflict.you've always break up and with someone else by then.then i think with you that famous you wouldnt be with me.you've moved on.therefore i've also decide 2 take my step to move on.then,i've met this guy.the one that makes me happy as you do.slowly our love grow fonder and we've got married and born these two angels.im sorry he's not here yet.but Kim
,i'm really sorry..*sob*sob*"

that was what Jaelynn had said to me.i began to brake down.but what she said was true.with my status like this i wouldnt have happy life with her being stalked by paparatzzi everyday.so i've made up my mind.i must move on too.i cant just sit down and regret what had past.i put the pictures inside the box and placed the box away like putting away my old memories.

i ran down stairs and saw Yoochun looking at me.i look at him and smile.then i give out my dolphin laugh.right then,Yoochun know i've found my way back.

"hyung!we can leave now."i tell Yoochun.


"kuh-dei?ara.ya,ka cha.!!(really,ok.lets go.)"yoochun followed my plan.

"ok,sit back tight and relax.our journey is to begin soon."yoochun said.

Yoochun sped off with his red Porche and we head to our hotel.we stay at malaysia for couple of days before we fly off to korea for our upcoming album.the days was fun hanging out with all my TVXQ prince.althoughg i was still hurt but i know i will never forget my first lover.never ever forever.
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ok.story ended.at last i've done my very first fiction.haha.it sounded as a short one but actually a long one.my next task is to come up with my new fiction.still havent get the clear picture of the story yet but yet soon,k?anyway.have to head for my next post.annyeong!!

a short one

well this is a very short fiction of mine.glad to say it was my very first one.some of y'all have seen tiff's blog how does a fiction looked like ryte??but mines will be quite diff cuz it was actually based on my school english essay hw 4 tyhe hols.so hope u enjoy.but b4 i proceed,there will be spelling error,er..some korean words in it and more things tht u might don undersatand.time is short 4 me now,so maybe i;ll do half of it first but hope u'll enjoy.=)

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i knocked on the door after ten years to fulfill my promise to meet up with her after the sudden break up tht we've been thrugh.i knocked and knocked but there's no answer,i wondered whether tht she have moved out or shift 2 somewhere else.i hope she did not cuz i've been missing her 4 years and i've been lomging 2 see her almost 4 a decade.then,the door shut opened.there stood a lady in between the age of 20 to 30 yers old.she was the same as 10 years ago and i couldnt take my eyes off her.

"hello there,can i help u,ajusshi(mr)?may i know who are u looking for?"she asked

but i didnt responded.i was too caught up with her look tht i hadnt see 4 like a century 4 me.then,she woke me up from my fantasy by calling me.

"excuse me,ajusshi.are u alright??"she asked again.i was surprised tht she couldnt recognise me.ten years back,jaelynn and i was a lovely couple till 1 day we have to braeak up bcuz my parents insisted me 2 further my studies in korea.in ten years time.i finally finished my studies but fortyunately i've joined a boy-band group named TVXQ.TVXQ now is one of the most well-known boy band in South East Asia.now tht i've got 2 see her again,ntg can be pulled out frm my mouth.

"i'm sorrry,ajusshi.but can i know who are u looking 4?"she asked me.
"u looked familiar to me"she claimed.
"oh,really?"i said.i was happy she said i looked familiar and hope tht she could recognise her as her lover.but smtg tells me she dont recognise me the way i wanted her to.

"aren't u Xiah Junsu frm TVXQ?"she proclimed.

once i heard tht sentencemy head looked down.she jz know me as the Prince of TVXQ but not her lover.i was indeed disappointed tht she didnt recognise me at all.

"yes i am.dont u recognise me,jaelynn?i'm Kim."i answered.

she looked with at me shockly as her eyes widened up.maybe it wasnt her fault tht she couldnt recognised me cuz i've changed my look,my name even my personality(hehe..hos dolphin lugh of course was one of his cutest personality.eiu khiang khiang)when i was in Koreabut i know deep down in my heart,my love towards her never changed jz like tht a deceade ago.

she welcomed me in when i admited tht i am one of the twins of TVXQ.she's afraid there willl be paparatzzi will stalk me or smtg,i went into her house.ntg changed.the couch weas still the old black cushion one and the side wall is stilll in green colour(my room condition) but slightly faded because it was a very long time since it was last painted.

suddenly i heard a scream.

"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!mummy,mummy.max bully me."a lil gurl voice could be heard frm upstairs.

i wondered who was the lil, girl screaming and who was the mum she referring it too.then.two little kids,a girl and a boy ran down frm upstairs and hugged my lover who was jz sitting in front of me.

"mummy,he bullied me." the girl pouted.
"no.she started first."the boy defend himself.
"but he hit me.."the girl complained again.
"its because u started it first."the small boy claimed.

the two kids continue argue like there was no ending.but then i realised,if those two kids called jaelynn their mum,does tht mean she is.........................

i couldnt belive my eyes .i still rmb the promise we made at the airport.the promise we made and we came into a hug.my heart was crushed into million pieces.i just cant belive tht tht she broke her promise,fall 4 another man and get married. and now she even have two kids.

i looked up at her.she seeems to know wht i was thinking.but still,she remained silent and calm her 2 kids down.she walked back towards the kitchen 2 and prepare me a cup of tea.

i looked around the house bringing back old memories of me and her in this house.but still i thought deeply,why did she break the promise?why,why?why?was it my fault??

ok.i'm running out of time.will continue the story 2mrw.so far,enjoyed??i hope i am a good author.hehe.erm,so gtg.annyeong!!!

updates

looks like i havent update 4 a very long while already.well life have been quite boring,hectic and miserable.like usual.what 2 say?its always like tht.and 4 the past few weeks mum had send me 2 courses which is quite useful 2 me and whts fun bout it i got 2 explore kl and shop 4 some clothes.spending time at coronade hotel with tiff,june and lee zhuang was fun.we gpt great high class food.haha.4 stars hotel i guess or maybe five star?dunoo and don care as long as i had fun there.hehhee..bset of all the hotel was jz opposite bintang walk.sweet~!hmm..o and tht was last week sat and sun.now fast forward a bit
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last sat and sunday,went another course.this time at botanic resort club.another useful course and fun 1.food not as good as coronade hotel.i missed kl!!i miss the trainer at coronade hotel!!sigh..not 2 say i miss the food and appetizer there.wanna see how delicious is it?too bad.i cant post the pic here.go see tiff's blog and u'll know.o back 2 the last 2 days event.yeah was fun.more 2 outdoor activity and build up confidence.one thing is mum joined me in this course oso.try imagine ur mum go a class with u?but it turned out fine.she got 2 go along with tiff,june and lee zhuang.and thts whts good cuz i scared any of them will spill my dark secret 2 mum somehow so thts wht scary.hmm..wht else more?i guess thts all 4 the update.next post will be better i guess.wait.need 2 rewind.misseed out an event.
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ok.this event is about prefects pizza outing on last monday,18th august.wow.it was fun cuz we (me,tiff,jasmine,sam,ching,teng and wee)went 2 greenbox 2 scream our lungs out!!oops i mean sing.it was superb 2 find some new talents among them.some were good at screaming.ehmm i meant me cuz i sucked at singing.and most of them really can sing.mine,wee 4 example.and the best of all 4 hanging out at greenbox is watching tvxq and suju's mv!!!ahh!!!saranghae!!!gosh.quit with the excitement.the hang out turned fun and it goes on till the dusk break.so thts all 4 pizza outing event.anyway jz fyi,pizza outing was held 2 celebrate our success 4 our prefect gethering 2008.give a big applause 2 the 2008 form 4 organising board!!*applause*ehmm!!!ok fast forward again
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yday was beijing olympic closing ceremony and guess who i saw on screen my long lost obsessipn alexander leehom wang!!!omg omg!!once i heard the psaeaker said his name,i screamed the whole house.nearly got screwed by my parentds but beat it they know how pbsessed was i on him.but wht m i so pissed off with the most was the bloodyfull cameramean!!how could he be so dumb shooting those acrobatics then the artiste.grhhh!!i nearly chopped off the table when the song perfromed by him and some various artiste ended.even my sis was so afraid loking at my expression.scary me huh??now am stil pissed off of missing out 2 see him even on tyhe screen.wht 2 say i missed him 3 times in malaysia??and in my state??gosh!!how unlucky i was arent i??grhh!!!screw u idiot cameraman.

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ok thts the updates 4 the 2 weeks.err..sorry 4 the mispelt or anything.lazy wanna correct it.now i wAnna head 4 the next post and toodles!

Of being a middle person and 1 of the main side

Well.i've been a mid person 4 a very long time like since form 1 n its not very nice being 1.especially between a relationship.but being 1 of da 2 main side is even worse den being da mid person.feeling cheated n betrayed is a very bad thing or not nice 2 b done like tat.especially those who hav 2 faces ppl.don even wan 2 look at dem neither facing dem n talk.some of them jz dunno how 2 admit wat they've done.DARE 2 DO,MUST DARE 2 ADMIT.tht's my advice.4 now,annyeong!=)

p/s:bazooka,stay away frm my
Junsu!

Soul killer

Yes!at last i can blog back wit my phone.urghh!i seriously don understand y these day ppl will jz backstab u jz 4 their own sake?why are they so selfish?y don they jz strait 4ward 2 us rather den sabotaj us.gahh!ppl now r jz 2 much.but luckily der's still some ppl 2 make sure we don leave our comfort zone and that's y i'm still in my calm side and it will always be me and TVXQ.^^ hehe.tata.o.O.my fic,i'm still working on it.hyungs and Dong saeng ..wait ah.still workin on it.annyeong!!aza aza fighting!!

random speech

well yday i blog 2 write bout a fiction and i am gonna write soon but b4 tht,i do have smtg 2 jot down b4 i started with my fic..yday smtg really bad happened 2 me and it was REALLY REALLY BAD..it got smtg 2 do with my phone which i really nearly had a mojor heart attack when tht very 'thing' happen 2 my 1 and only phone..4 wht happened,i prayed and i prayed and i want 2 THANK GOD here 4 helping me yday..4 those who r blur about wht im telling here,ask me in person..i cant tell here..too embarrassing to tell out here.

next i will like 2 say tht some ppl don have a respect 4 others.i jz dunno why certain ppl are so bad and don have humanity and to think about wht ppl feel when u tell smtg straight 2 somebody's face even u're trying 2 say indirectly.life is not a win-lose game but 2 learn how 2 play the game thts all.i hope my post here could reach 2 some1 tht i really want 2 wish to and i hope tht ppl who had already changed 2 some1 tht i don even know already will change back to the way they are.from bad 2 good is a good thing but from good 2 bad or worse 2 worst is smtg i don really like 2 see.i hope tht 'u' understand.anyway,to those who r feeling down and thinking tht no one at ur side,do rmb,u got no friends,beat it!!as long as u still have ur family and still have GOD by ur side always and forever=)

my OWN fiction with TVXQ and SUPER JUNIOR(suju)

tada!!!these are the characters 4 my one ond only OWN fan fiction...introducing the characters..
the main 5 females:
me,jaelynn
minyee
tiffany
jasmine and last but not least(shorty)
hahahahahhaa..samantha

introducing the males characters...*drum rolls*

xiah kim junsu(tvxq)
kim kibum(super junior)
kim inhwan aka mini junsu or baby junsu

lee donghae(suju)
u-know jung yunho(tvxq,the leader of tvxq)
micky park yoochun(tvxq)
max shim changmin (tvxq)

han kyung aka han geng(suju)
kyu hyun(suju)
kang in(suju)
lee sungmin(suju)
ryeowook(suju)

shindong(suju)
hero kim jaejoong(tvxq)
yesung(from suju)
eunhyuk(from suju)
leeteuk(from suju,the leader)

so these are the characters together with their picture.but there will be more ppl coming up in this very special fan fiction..and and and there will be more interesting characters..aight??thts all 4 now!!

august babies!!and events.teehee

ok now right up 4 august babies!!but too bad i cant put picture here to show u how the august babies looks like..

o8/o8/o8
LEE MAY YIN&
CHIN YEN YING

12/08/08
SUBARHTY

15/O8/O8
TEO CHIN CHI

16/08/08
THAN SHE REEN

31/08/08
MY UNCLE(ANAK MERDEKA!)

I WOULD LIKE 2 DEDICATE MY BIRTHDAY WISHES 2 ALL THESE AUGUST BABIES!!!

080808-OLYMPIC BEIJING!!get your sport spirit up high ppl!!

310808-MALAYSIA INDEPENDANT DAY-MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!

happy me=)

im back im back!!aand its already august!!sorry 4 my very dead blog!very very sorry..
august the month where malaysia have their independency and MAA was on last sat..so sad dint get 2 go..and also i missed acmar gathering..heard it was a blast out especially when there's 2 charming guy playing their sexophone and guitar and putting on 'eye-current' 2 the girls der..sad tht i dint go..so so sad..i missed out a lot of things too 4 the past few days..how unlucky i was..errrgh!

well..not 2 4get tht the MGS 2008 form 5 seniors had finally retired except 4 the 3 heads cuz there's no new head prefect or upcoming commitee board yet.sad ryte?im seriously curious 2 know..form 5 seniors retirement day was a blast cuz it turns out well as we wanted 2 make vhinasyhah,jia hui,kok yen cry .sam made vhina and my sis,jia hui cried but kok yen not..reason made by kok yen why she's not crying was:'i don think i've stepped down the board..............and ONCE A PREFECT IS ALWAYS A PREFECT'..yes!!and i totally agree with it !!its so right!!

on the day of MAA and acmar gathering,jing yee house too have an occasion going on..it was a 4-fun party held..it was a steamboat night..as usual gurls hang out like tht,we started gossiping(cant blame ryte??GURLS)we crap,gossipe and joke a laugh till our stomach was aching!!me was high!!ngahsaha!!den spammed some1 on tht very day and tht person now is pissed off with me 4 dunno wht reason( WTF??!)BUT we all enjoyed!!and TVXQ!!love u guys so much!!no matter how down am i ,ur songs will always carve a smile on my face!!will love u guys 4 ever!!not 2 4get me love my frens so much!!!!jz suddenly in love with all o0f them!!i only mean my gurlfrens!!my gf around me r soo soo soo!!!!!!!!CARING,LOVING,CHEERFUL AND 4EVER MINES!

FRIENDS,HAPPY FRIENDSHIPDAY!!!!(1ST OF AUGUST)
I LOVE U GUYS 4EVER!!

and 4 now i dunno wht 2 say,but i love all u guys out der tht know me..mmmuaaxx!!!!
(omg,too happy till i dunno wht im crapping)nvm..i still love u guys!!

and its august,a new month..babies of august..wait..i'll blog bout u guys!!enjoy!!