Saturday, July 31, 2010

PUPPET

i felt like i have strings attached to me. yes. wherever i go. sigh..
life has been very miserable. when can i escape from all these misery?
please release me.
i need to breath.
i don't want to take notice or put so much thought on the miseries u gave me while i have my own huge issue with me.
i could be mean but u guys using me on getting others is just ridiculous.
set me free please !


Dear Guardian Angel, U might listen to all the nonsense by some nonsensical and being the 'black bird' that pecks and chirp like a witch but just remember,
DON'T GIVE UP WHEN OTHERS NEVER GIVES UP ON YOU.

unforgettable, i'm hoping the strength from u. =')

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Saturday, July 17, 2010

Can't Sleep

I'm blogging from my bed since i couldnt shut my eyes. And tomorrow i have to be awake by 8.

I dont feel right. Many to worry and have to take to consideration. Money, studies, Health, Family.

unforgettable, i'm glad u came to visit me and gave me what i have been missing after u're gone.=)
but all i hope that all of us could stand as one. never to be separated again.



STAY STRONG. ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH. BELIEVE

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Saturday, July 10, 2010

UNI LIFE


yes ! i'm back ! first of all, i want to say.. I LOVE U KLANG !! you must wanna know why, of all places, i love klang? it's because of the 'jail' life , i mean uni life which practically locked me up in the campus completely.

ORIENTATION(week 1)

Nuffsaid, orientation started really lame. But as it goes on, I actually enjoyed it. Well, it's a start of a new life, i meant a new educational state. =.= crazily, my batch intake was 1200. believe that? that's like Damn ! but we Chinese is the minority. friends of mine, you do know why I'm upset with that fact right?
Back to orientation. From day one till day 6,( from Saturday all the way till Friday )was pretty exhausting. waking up everyday at 545 am just to assemble at 615 am. and for this @#$%^* orientation, i missed Beast Showcase in KL Live which is just few kilometers away from campus T.T




And during the orientation, they prepared lots of activities that were really... speechless. Everywhere we went, speech speech speech. Talks , talks and more talks. Our butts suffered you know that? The only nice thing was just the Nike KL run where they LEND 200 pairs of their latest sport shoes for a test run. come on, just give it away ! And also knowing few awesome people.
But after all this thingi we'll walked all the way back to our apartment. speaking of apartment, let me elaborate for you how my room looks like. for every room, it has another 2 mini rooms that fits 2 person each. So i have a wonderful roommate named Elaine and two house mate named Sue San and Jessica. Sue is the hot topic in our batch now. ^^
back to my room. WORST OF ALL, THERE IS NO TELEVISION = No Entertainment.
The hall is so empty that we really rot in our room. sigh.
I miss Klang seriously and if there's any chance we could bring a pet there, I'll bring lil' Snowy. my white 'prince' and i wont be bored no more. =)


week 2: introduction classes
This week was even worse. woke up at 6am and I'm bathing cold freezing water. I know i complained much but I'm a human though>warm blooded you see. cold water in the morning can cause huge problem : fever.
then, prepared my not-so-heavy breakfast and get ready for class where i be there by foot. and brilliantly, as always, i slept again in class. hehehe ! and surprisingly, not during Physics class, the first class of the day after waking up at 6 am where only lectures and no brain storming. huge surprise ! well, just for me i guess. okay, let me talk about my lecturers. my Physics lecturer. he's fine seriously. a nice man always with his 'fishing vest' as quoted by many seniors but one thing , he don't even know what is he teaching ! u see that? for example; when he teaches Significant figures , he goes :" err... the zero in front err.. not important but the zero behind is errr... important ! ah ~ " and when he does a mistake he'll just : "err... YA KAH? oh.. i test u saje.." and he always with his monotone lecture, how am i suppose to survive ? my goodness. okay jumping over to my English lecturer. i must say, he's a very good teacher. Luckily Uniten is smart enough to provide good teachers and appropriate teacher to teach the English language or not we can just fail our paper. But again, Mr Gerald is the best English teacher i ever had. =)then, my Maths teacher( which the subject is known as Introduction to Calculus) was good. She can teach well, explain well and bla bla, you compose it.
But me, for being well known in my high school life as the sleeping queen, I slept in her class on the first day itself ! spare me ! tee hee XD . But coming over to my Physics Lab lecturer is a very cute little miss . Yes she is. She reminds me of Pn Salehah who teached me Science before when i was Form 3. wait a minute, my lecturer is also named Salihah. wow ~! 'dejavu'? Last but not least, my Computing Skills lecturer, known as Mr Alan which really reminds me of Mr Gerald. they have the same teaching skills. You can laugh during class and all but remember never to mess with him on any circumstances.

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Normally after class, i'll be back to the room sleeping or normally head to Up10 (a food court in campus, great food though) to hang out with a new clique.
but on week 2 , I joined sis and SY to Midvalley ^^ and i felt like i just escaped out of jail.
we shopped and ate sushi !! ~_~

week 3: official classes

same as the week before just that it's more exhausting and confusing due to all the stress provided by tutors. Unfortunately for my class, we have the same lecturer for our Physics. I can now bid farewell to my Physics. T-T

week 4 will be this week and i'll be having quizzes which is 10% of my finals. OH NO !
so wish me luck !

Stress is caused by being 'here' but wanting to be 'there."' ~Eckhart Tolle


stay strong, Angel of mine and always keep the faith. Love you =)


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