sobs

there he was..sitting down right in front of me..cryin..thinking how our future would be..i cant stand looking at him surrounded by the problems tht's been bugging him a very long time ago..it was all my fault..the thing tht ive done caused the death of his beloved..was not in purpose but it has made a big difference 2 our lifes..y was i so careless..?or i am a real bad careless person..?*sigh*i cant leave him bear this problem himself..this is part of my fault and i should help him..and i should care and love him as a person should..y does all this things happen 2 us?although its destined but der must be a way somewhere..i pray and hope things will change and turns out better 4 us..and everything gonna be back as it was..really do hope and wishful 4 tht..now i've realise my mistake but i cant turn back time..i regretted not 2 listen 2 her words and also her advice..but now all i can do is apologise inside my heart and make things right myself with the help of my partner..but this is not all tht i can only do..i've learn a lots of new stuff and learned my lesson..all i gotta pray hard..wish upon a wishing star(wish i realk hope der is one 4 me)now i jz have 2 turn back time my own way..so wish me luck!!2 whom tht understand this post,i really thank you 4 helping me thruout my bad days..